Blaming and judging. That's the things what people are doing lately. Especially that two points affect me that much. I am a free soul, just like the others. People see, listen, and talk based on their opinion. Then they are blaming or judging someone else. We are a human being. We make mistakes and learn from the mistakes itself.
I also make a mistake. Many mistakes.
I am also a human being. It means that I have a feeling. I could feel happy, sad or even worst, get hurt.
I once judged or blamed someone. I blame someone because my expectation about it is too high. Then as a result, I am disappointed.
Do you think when someone is disappointed by the others, it because of their expectations are too high or it is caused by the person itself?
You know, I wonder why people are so selfish lately. Their choices always depend on me.
But when it comes to a mistake, I mean when I made a little mistake, they blame me directly.
It is a sad thing when the people that you love, blame and judge you easily.
It is a sad thing when the people that you love the most became the people that you don’t want to see anymore.
It is a sad thing when you know you haven’t got any friends to share or you trust the most.
It is a sad thing when you know how stressed and depressed you are with the problem
It is a sad thing when you know you are totally in the lowest part of your life but you don’t know how to cheer yourself up.
It is a sad thing to write a kind of this post. Like seriously.
The problems make me want to leave the city. This country. My home.
I always wonder how does it feel to be a nomad. I want to be a traveler. I want to live.
I want to run away and live in the other village/city/country. But I don’t want to stay in a place more than six months. In my opinion, the longer you stay, you will get more various feelings. You will not be able to leave or to explore more.
So I think it is a pleasure for me to go to the other side. To find my happiness.
Life is not a game. It is a journey. A journey to find happiness until we all die someday.